To Tze Xian

Tze Xian,

I was really shock when I heard about you. I seriously thought it was a joke and i really hope so badly that it was just like a post April fool joke...

I still remember last week we were still commenting on FB that we are suppose to meet up soon. Msn-ing that we haven been chatting lately and you where still looking for my number on your phone. We were still texting each other.

WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME ANYTHING??? WHY DIDNT I FEEL SOMETHING WEIRD OR DIFFERENT??!! WHY?! I hate myself so much now.. Seriously!! You didnt i feel anything wrong??? WHY?!

I am so sorry for not being there for you at that moment... Please... Please come back!!

PLEASE LET THIS BE A JOKE! REALLY A JOKE AND COME BACK! I want to meet you up for meal and movie! We were suppose to watch movie and have dinner together!!! We are suppose to update each other about our lives! Where are you now?? Tell me! Come and update me about everything about you..

ANG TZE XIAN!!! COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I am going to sleep alone tonight without my sis lying next to me to keep me company. I don't know what I will be doing through the night.... I would probably cry in my blanket wanting to meet up with you so badly.

*I do not wish to think about anything anymore. Life is so fragile.*